When a woman is crazy about falling in love with a woman
Through the glass window of the coffee shop, I saw a neat woman coming up, her short hair surprised me, but I think she must be a blockbuster.
After she took the seat, she didn’t have the style of “strong woman” in my imagination. She was somewhat restrained, and even raised the cup a little timidly, and swallowed the black coffee without sugar and milk.
After a long time, Yiming only lowered his eyes and said gently, “I’m sorry, I’m really more and more afraid of women now .” I’m a more traditional person, and I often think, as a woman,There is a husband who loves me, an obedient child, and a beautiful big house headed by her. Her life is already perfect.
But I really didn’t expect that my life would be where I am today because of the words “I love you” by my boss!
When I came home, my son would come over to call my mother, and my husband would ask me softly, tired?
But now, nothing!
Back to that empty house, it felt like a grave.
I always ran into the bathroom while washing my face and tears, then wiped my face out, but as soon as I came out, I ran back to the bathroom again . I do n’t know when someone heard my boss say “I love you”How do you feel you can benefit from this ambiguous relationship from now on?
When I heard this sentence, the first reaction was that I heard it wrong!
I have hallucinations!
Anyway, I just can’t believe I really heard this!
Because, my boss is a woman like me!
My boss and my name both have a “ming” character that doesn’t appear as a person’s name, especially girls.
I still remember the first day when my boss took office, she called me into the office and took the initiative to shake hands with me and said, “Yiming, in this company, we all have to be ‘amazing’!”
“I felt particularly good at that time. The new boss was very gentle and humble. There wasn’t a little frame. In addition, we had the word” ming “in my name, and I kissed her at once.
Although her appearance is not very beautiful, she is very temperamental and friendly. I like her very much.
After she took office, we once met in the bathroom.
Her “old friend” came and broke through the skirt.
I told her there was a spare dress in my locker and I lent her the dress.
She asked me to go to the mall after work that day and must buy a skirt for me.
I said no, but she insisted.
She tried to pull on my skirt while trying on the clothes and touched my legs, but I didn’t think about it.
Aren’t women all buying clothes together?
A few days later, I transferred from HR to her office to be her assistant.
Therefore, for a long time, she felt that she thought I was suitable for an assistant job before transferring me over. After all, women are more suitable for women as assistants than men.
For this promotion, my husband and I also celebrated once, thinking that they would have a bright future.
Do you think a female boss appreciates you so much, would you think of anything else?
How could I think of going somewhere else?
It’s just that I really didn’t expect it . At the beginning, I didn’t find her to be different from other women. She is not the kind of perverted “man-in-law” that people imagine.
She is serious at work and humorous during breaks and chats.
The person is very generous. The colleague has achieved good results. She always pays for the party to celebrate.
Because our working relationship is a little closer than other colleagues, so I often get together after work. I will invite her to my house for dinner on weekends.
Except sometimes I find that she always stares at me and treats me uncomfortably, and also likes to ask me something more variable, just like how my husband and I live together, nothing else.
Such a superior-subordinate relationship is indeed very enviable. If she is a man, there must be many unpleasant words to my ears.
But because she is a woman, I feel very at ease, and even my husband’s impression of her is particularly good.
At that time, our relationship was quite good. In the company, I was her subordinate. When she was out of the company door, she called me sister, and sometimes she called me “Mingming sister”.The appearance of the little girl did not seem to be a 30-year-old person, let alone think she was a homosexual!
Having said that, Yiming paused suddenly, resting his head on the sofa and closing his eyes.
Her breathing also became a little heavy, making people feel that what she was about to say would be a very painful thing.Slowly, she straightened up, opened her eyes and looked at the black coffee in front of her, her eyes filled with tears.
One drop, two drops . tears fell into a cup, arousing little swirls.
Then she tried to spit in her throat and started to talk about . We stayed together longer and longer, and sometimes it was too late after work, and she still took me to have a drink.
I haven’t had dinner at home for almost a month. My husband called me and asked who I was with, and I said with her.
If he didn’t believe me, I gave her the phone.
She joked with my husband on the phone and said, “Why are you afraid I’ll take your wife away?”
“I don’t know what my husband said, just listen to her and say,” You can rest assured that I noticed that no man dares to hit my sister Mingming! ”
“That’s what it said, but my husband still didn’t feel relieved, and he called more frequently.
I once accompanied her to entertain. The client at the wine table was not honest. He always talked to me about the slapstick and pulled me to have a drink with him.
I was angry, but when I thought it was a tens of millions of contracts, I put up with it.
Unexpectedly, she was in a hurry, poured a whole glass of white wine on that person, and pulled me away.
Sitting in the car, I want to thank her, but the thought of tens of millions of contracts flying for me, I feel sorry for her.
Her complexion was ugly, and I wanted to say nothing.
She said, let’s go to the bar and sit for a while.
I went with her without thinking.
In the bar, she asked for a very strong wine, drink after drink. She was quite able to drink normally when she was socializing, but today she was determined to get drunk, so it did n’t take long for her to have some.Dizzy.
Later she felt uncomfortable, so I helped her to vomit in the bathroom.
After vomiting, she collapsed to the ground all at once. I wanted to pull her up, but I couldn’t pull it up anymore, so I had to hold her tightly.
She fell into my arms and cried, calling “Sister” in her mouth, and the sound sounded aggrieved and distressing, which made me very uncomfortable.
She’s all for me!
She kept crying in my arms, and I followed her to tears.
I don’t know how long, I suddenly have a very strange feeling, a little numb, a little bit itchy, much like the feeling when my husband and I are in a relationship . I looked down and found that when I unbuttoned my shirtAfter one, she didn’t cry very much, her head stuck in my arms, and she was biting my nipples across my underwear!
I was frightened, pushed her away and fastened my buttons, until then I hadn’t thought she would be gay!
I just feel embarrassed and don’t understand why she is like this?
I’m also very angry, but I still feel embarrassed and feel ashamed.
I don’t understand why the person who is ashamed turns out to be me. Maybe I didn’t expect that I would feel that way under the kiss of a woman?
However, I really didn’t expect her to be a homosexual. At that time, I was still looking for reasons to excuse her. I wonder if she did this because she drank too much?
Think of her as her mother or her elder sister?
All my thoughts have nothing to do with pornography, until I see her eyes, her look . how can I describe it?
It’s like a woman who loves a man deeply, but that man is in front of her in front of other women, and she is hurt a lot.
Only in this case will the woman’s eyes appear, and at this moment, she will look at me with such eyes!
Yiming’s blushing made me wonder if she was excited, angry, or ashamed?
She doesn’t really look like her.
Her appearance is very powerful, but she was not so soft, fragile, and perhaps weak.
I was thinking, if I encountered this situation, what would I think and how to deal with it?
Maybe I will slap the other person, yell at her aloud, and tell her that you are looking for the wrong person!
Then there will be no future, but after all, I am not a blockbuster. A blockbuster is a lamb that is easily injured.
”I’m stupid, I’m stupid, I’m so stupid!
At that time, I hadn’t thought of anything, and thought of her so purely . “Yiming couldn’t speak any more, and tears rolled in his eyes.
She raised her eyes and looked at me and said, “Sister, do you know I like you?
“Now thinking about what she said, it actually means that I already understand it very well. If I could think of this layer at that time, maybe future things can be avoided, at least not . Well, but I reallyI suspected that I was a piece of wood at that time, but I was still calm: “Sister also likes you, like you as sister, but you shouldn’t be like that just now.
“She immediately confessed to me and we went home.
When I got home, my husband and I quarreled and asked me why I shut down?
I thought the phone was out of power. At first glance, the battery was still full. I didn’t know who to turn it off.
He finally spoke out these doubts and asked me if I had a lover.
At that time, my brain was very chaotic. I wanted to make him call and ask if he didn’t believe it. But when I thought of how she treated me in the bathroom, I didn’t want her to testify.
It was boring for my husband to quarrel for a while, and things just passed.
Later, I was a little bit guarded, and always kept a little distance from her.
Sometimes when I was writing, she came over and saw that when I saw my long hair tucked on the table, she would help me with my hair, and my fingers would touch my neck.
Then I used to glance at my chest habitually to see if I could see through the neckline.
Other than that, everything she did was normal.
Sometimes I also think that even if she likes me a little bit beyond friendship, she should be fine.
She is a woman, what can we do?
This thing slowly forgotten. Once we went to the mall and walked to the underwear counter, she encouraged me to try on a set of particularly sexy lace underwear.
I didn’t feel embarrassed, so I wanted to excite her. If she didn’t go, I would not have to go, but I did not expect her to accept it generously.
When she walked into the fitting room, she immediately took off her clothes and tried on. She looked very natural and asked me if she looked good.
I also got her infection to try, and suddenly an adjacent hand was pressed against my bare chest.
I was really angry this time, because the last time I could explain with drunk, how can she explain how she touched me now?
I was about to get angry. I didn’t expect her to make a face at me and said, “It’s really flexible and better than mine!
“Then added the sentence seriously:” Sister, you are so beautiful! ”
“I want to mention it?
Looking at her thoughtless look, I really couldn’t think of her in a crooked position.
A woman is over 30 years old and somewhat unconfident about her figure.
Her words sounded so sincere. My husband never praised me so much, so I blushed and didn’t know what to say.
Later, I thought, there is no need to doubt her sincerity in saying this, because she is a man who looks at me and all the women around her.
When she saw me blushing, she teased me and jokingly grabbed my hand and pressed it against her breast.
I was touching the breasts of other women for the first time. The feeling was hard to describe. I was a little embarrassed.
But I quickly pulled my hand back and exaggerated her.
Her expression seemed to be very enjoyable. I took my hand away and she was a little disappointed.
But I didn’t expect that my perfunctory was regarded as a signal by her. She thought I was the same as her.
Within a few days, I had acute cecumitis, and she put me in the hospital.
She kept me there that week, kept walking, feeding me, washing me, helping me to the toilet, my husband didn’t even show his face.
I was very sad. I didn’t expect him to be so cruel and so careful that he wouldn’t even look at me because of nothing.
I really felt the world at that time, only she was my loved one.
When she was discharged, she still sent me home.
I stood at the door and opened the door with the key, but I couldn’t open it.
I felt strange and called my husband. He said coldly on the phone: “Don’t you want this home?
Why are you back?
I changed the lock!
“I was paralyzed at the door all of a sudden. I didn’t know how I got downstairs, how I got on the car, or how I got to her house.
During that time, she gave me a vacation. I wondered why my husband changed the lock all day?
Why do I say I do n’t want this home?
I called him and he didn’t answer; he went to the unit to find him and he didn’t see me.
I went to see my son and found that my son was not in the previous kindergarten!
I don’t know what happened to him, what did I do, he wants to do this to me?
I told her this, and she said lightly: “Don’t always think about what you did wrong, maybe what he did, and see you in the face before you preemptively find your stubble?
“I suddenly felt that she was right. I was so busy during this time, he didn’t consider me, but he kept on messing with me again and again. Who knows what he did not carry me?
One day I received an e-mail from a stranger, opened it, and found out that there were only photos of my husband and a strange woman singing karaoke together!
The woman’s face was a little fuzzy, but my husband’s face was clear.
He smiled so happily, he held the woman so tightly, I was almost dizzy!
At this time, she happened to come in and saw the photos on the computer, and suddenly she became a little bit nagging.
I asked again and again before she told me that my husband had even suggested to her in that regard!
Afraid of destroying my family, she put up with it and said nothing.
After I heard it, I was going crazy.
I printed the photo, rushed into my husband’s office with this piece of paper, and placed it on his desk.
He froze, then laughed, and said, “Okay!
For him, you have used such a despicable means!
Isn’t it just a computer-generated photo?
“He pulled open the epoxy and took out a few letters and placed them on the table.
I picked it up and saw that it was a challenge book written by my “lover”!
“He” made my husband complete us. In order to prove how “loveful” we were, he even spoke the mole on my breasts and thighs.
Even the few days I was hospitalized, it was said to be a honeymoon.
My mind was completely deaf.
I just remember what she said: “Men have done something unseen, they always have to find the stubble of the woman, and blame the woman.
“That’s how we separated, and I later learned that she did all this.
Yiming closed her eyes again and I knew that her speechlessness was more painful than talking.
If a man can do whatever it takes to get the woman he loves, then a woman can do anything more for the woman she loves.
I don’t know what is waiting for a woman when she becomes the most beloved of another woman?
But Yi Ming’s expression told me that it was crazy torture.